Art: The voice of our soul in agony, fear and healing

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by Argus Dorian

ART DIRECTOR | PRODUCTION MANAGER | WEB DESIGNER | ILLUSTRATOR | ARTIST | WRITER

"With 20 years of expertise, he is an accomplished Art Creative Director, Web Designer, and Marketing & Social Media Manager known for driving business growth through innovative digital and print solutions. Skilled in managing end-to-end project lifecycles and enhancing client engagement, he brings a strategic, problem-solving approach and a commitment to building long-term client and team relationships. As a freelance Dark Cyberpunk Artist and Illustrator, he also brings extensive experience across industries, specializing in advertising, cover art, web design, branding, and digital illustration."

Art is not just a craft – it is an extension of our inner voice, a mirror to our soul, and an instrument that gives shape to the unspoken. For many artists, creating art is like tearing open their chests and letting raw emotions spill out onto a canvas, sculpture, or digital form. It is a way to communicate what cannot be described in mere words: agony, fear, pain, and hope. Art is as much a message as it is a medicine for the soul, both for the creator and the viewer.

As an artist, I have always felt that art exists to disturb, provoke, inspire, and ultimately, to heal. For me, it is not about pretty pictures or decorative visuals – it is about capturing what lies beneath the surface. It is about reaching into the depths of darkness and wrenching out something that resonates, something true. In many ways, the process of creating dark and aggressive art is both a personal revolution and an invitation for the world to revolt, to wake up, to think, and to act.

The agony behind Creation

There is an emotional cost to creating art. Every piece I create takes a part of me with it – the anguish of existence, the fears I confront, and the pain of what I see happening around me. The world today is filled with decay, destruction, and neglect, and yet it is also filled with hope, growth, and transformation. My art reflects that duality – the struggle of humanity, the chaos of our times, and the yearning for change.

When I create, I feel the weight of these emotions. I dive into the dark corners of my mind where shadows lurk and pull them into the light. This is not easy. The process is exhausting, often agonizing, but it is also liberating. Because art is where my soul can speak without restraint. It is where I can scream my message into the void and hope that someone, somewhere, will hear it.

Art as a message to the World

Art is not just personal – it is universal. Every brushstroke, every sculpture, every digital creation is a message. Sometimes it’s a warning, sometimes a plea, sometimes a demand for revolution. I believe that art has the power to shake people out of complacency. It forces us to confront truths we would rather ignore – the decay of our environment, the erosion of human connection, the struggle for survival in a broken world.

Yet, it is also a catalyst for change. Art opens minds, sparks conversations, and moves people to act. When you look at my art, I want you to feel something – anger, sadness, discomfort, hope. I want you to see the message behind the visuals. Each piece is designed to provoke thought, to encourage reflection, and ultimately to inspire you to think differently about the world around you.

The stories behind my Art

I realized that sometimes art, especially dark and aggressive art, can be difficult to understand. We feel the emotions it stirs in us, but the deeper message might remain unclear. That is why I decided to write stories to accompany my designs. Each piece of art has its own narrative – a story that gives it context, meaning, and depth.

These stories are not random; they are threads in a larger tapestry. They are part of my world – the Decaydead world. This is a parallel story to my main book, “Decayed Nation,” a world in which darkness and decay mirror our own struggles, yet also serve as a canvas for change and hope. My eBooks delve deeper into each character, each piece of art, revealing the pain, the fears, and the purpose behind them. These stories bring the art to life and allow you to step into the world I have created.

You can explore this journey for yourself. I have made the first eBook available for free to those who subscribe to my newsletter. If you are already part of my community, simply reach out to me, and I will send you a copy. My hope is that these stories will not only help you understand my art on a deeper level but will also resonate with something within you.

Art as Healing

Creating art is not just a form of expression – it is also an act of healing. For me, pouring my emotions into my work helps me process my own struggles. It is a way to confront my fears, to wrestle with my agony, and to find peace amidst the chaos. I believe art can do the same for you.

When you immerse yourself in art, whether as a creator or as a viewer, it opens a space for reflection and healing. It allows you to feel seen, understood, and less alone. In a world that often feels overwhelming, art reminds us of our shared humanity. It connects us through pain, through beauty, and through hope.

Enter the Decaydead World

If my art speaks to you, I invite you to dive deeper into the stories behind it. Visit my page here to explore my collection of eBooks. These books are not just stories; they are windows into a world shaped by pain, fear, and the search for meaning. Each eBook is a continuation of the Decaydead story, offering a closer look at the characters and messages that fuel my work.

By subscribing to my newsletter, you will receive the first eBook for free – a gift to welcome you into this world. For those who are already part of my community, simply reach out to me, and I will ensure you have your copy.

Final thoughts

Art is a powerful force. It is the voice of our soul, the vessel of our pain, and the spark that can ignite change. My journey as an artist is driven by a need to express, to heal, and to send a message to the world. Through my dark and aggressive art, I aim to provoke emotions, inspire action, and connect with those who feel the same struggles.

Thank you for stepping into my Decaydead world. Together, let us embrace the darkness, confront the pain, and find meaning in the chaos.

Explore the stories behind my art and join the revolution. Subscribe here to get your free eBook and begin the journey.

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I only care if you’re happy.. Are you happy? Does it get too much sometimes? I know it does. The pressure consumes you, anxiety is a serious enemy. Your overthinking must be killing you. Unless you’re not an overthinker and you’re just practical… right? Where does your practice keep getting you? Do you get the results you’re craving? I hope you do.

Are you comfortable enough in your skin? In your clothes? In your family? Does your house feel like home? Don’t answer to me. I don’t need to hear it. You do. They say, be careful of what you’re thinking because it is that one step before action. What are you thinking.. I wonder. No worries.

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